Passion, sometimes is not an innate hobby

 

"Monday morning.

I woke up with an abundant energy source. Choosing the clothes I like best, making up with bright pink lipstick, I eagerly drove to the company.

Step into the workroom. No one was there. I tent to open the machine, taking advantage of the quiet space to juggle with the article. Because my work was writing and writing after all.

Press the Power button. The audio startup sound of the laptop, it looks like it was energetic like me that day. It was clearly louder than every day.

But I was wrong.

That was not a good sign. Screen popped up a blue. Machine still makes noise. My hands kept pressing stuff, because I was not familiar with machines. And the result of that thing is that the Bellan screen appeared and ... was empty!

Oh no! The most important folder in my life, folders Saxa, vanished. The plan I was writing, stories awaiting posted, they disappeared in 1 minute 30 seconds. What should I do???

There was not other way. So I have to start over.

If now you ask me what my feeling that time is? I'll answer that is not good at all.

But if you ask me, if it repeats, what will I do? I will smile and ready to receive them. Because of the bizarre story that day, I discovered what the reason for the passion is.

At first I wrote back in a bad mood, if I don't want to say it was very angry. But I saw each guest's comments, each reaction on this article. They reminded me of the reason that we were enthusiastic to this page.

We had expected that, each article will be able to be a small funning part of any friends on the evening. The early days, each post just had a few likes. So now we have started to receive comments. Someone comments, someone encourage. Then occasionally there are compliment. By all these things like that, I realized that our effort spented, they brought more or less useful things to the reader.

I understand the value of my work. Previously, writing was not my preference. But now, writing is my passion. Because passion, sometimes is not innate hobby. Simpler, that is when I realized that how much meaningful my job is.

P/s: Thank friends have read our articles every day, you helped us enthuse more and more :) "

From Saxa’s Growing Handbook - 17.04.16