Ideas boomed with positive thinking

 

Actually, “Think positive” should be included in interview tests or a MUST lesson in training courses. Why? Because I well understand the consequence of lacking of positive thinking spirit. 

“Sincerely, do you like the job?” 
“Hmm…No!” 

That was an evening when only my boss and me left at office, when another day passed by but I did not make any work result. That was the 10 times plus I threw away my dozen pages draft of the first communication project between me and Saxa, to all over rewrite. That was when my excitement had been dropped down gradually and when I could not keep the spirit, I answered my boss’s question so. 

Looking at my colleagues, Sales executives brought back contracts regularly, Ms Sarah delivered the last container to customer, Ms Jasmine put keyword on top of searching tools, etc. Each of them could easily calculate their productivity, that made me feel so useless. Sometimes, I thought I had been lost in the confusing and mistrusting forest of words and letters that I made myself. It was like a dream I used to have, I saw my boat floating on the sea with raining around. I could not see any shore, just like my feeling, and could not find any motivation to swim back. 

I tried to be positive such as at least I have tried more than 10 not-so-well ways to get a way to have a better message, excluded hundred details to have better idea or looked back and saw I stayed quite far from the starting point and got closer to the wanted destination. However, I was just left here with myself and thought about giving up. The negative thinking was like a murderer who killed my creation, happiness and enthusiasm. That made me so down that my roommate even asked if I was organizing the most boring event in the world, not the interesting one she used to care whenever I told about that. 

I found that, think positive does not come from hearing inspiring words. It’s good to hear those, but what’s next then? Inspiring people get back to their work, and me, still have to face to a series of unfinished work ahead. The more important thing is Do I really want to do and try? I do not know if positive thinking could bring any benefit but if I just go around with the negative mind, I will be stuck here forever. If I do want and try, in the next 6 months, the number of draft thrown away will definitely decrease, like it happened 6 months ago. Therefore, isn’t it better if I happily try instead of torturing myself like this? 

Now, Think Positive becomes a daily homework for me. It’s just as important as drinking 2 litter of water or having a good breakfast everyday. It must be a full of determination journey. 

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